There are few things that feel more unsettling to me than when I can’t explain myself properly  because of unplaned events. It stays with me, I run it over and over in my mind, I second guess myself and eventually must figure it out and get it off my chest. This PMC embarrassing narrative is one of those times.                                                                                                                                           If you will allow me to.....Let me bring you back to the summer of 2021.                                                  “ What,a call from Jay Repetto, that’s a name from the past, immediately I think of TKE and all those guys”. Jay is explaining that he is inviting me to our 55th reunion January 2022. “Bobby you can do this”, I thought and said yes!                                                                                                                   I start planning.  With 6 months to plan I decide to make a romantic trip out of it. Little did I know that Murphy’s law would take over. What actually happened was I got sick ended up in the emergency room, Aida canceled her flight and I ended up in west Melbourne sick as a dog, trying to explain everything to Jay and Frank and not explaining properly.   I got the impression that they thought I was BSing. Jeff Travers not withstanding. It off my chest and forgotten now.