Kelly Ent Grassmyer

I finished my cosmetology course after graduation and passed my test, Got a job babysitting and then went to mcdonlds and got my drivers license and than i left mcdonalds to go to greco's market to work in the deli for 3 yrs and went to john savoy furniture factory and then i meant my first boyfriend and moved to hershey in 2000 and it didn't work out and he broke my heart and moved back home and meant my husband and bought our house in a trailer park for our first starter place and then we got married in october 4 2003. The hardest thing that i ever had to go through was when i lost my dad on october 2 2005 he died in his sleep of a massive heart attack. Last yr i almost became a mom but i lost my baby. And trying to help my mom take care of my gram and she isn't doing good. I work right now and valley view nursing home. My mom has been taking care of my Grandmother since January 2004 Till now and She has been going through getting skin cancer removed off her face well last yr this time she had some removed but couldn't get it all and was in her nerve cells and in june last yr she had to go through 6 wks of radiations and plus 3 more cause there were some tumors groing and thats how they tried to fix it well now less a month ago find out there are 4 tumors and getting big and there is nothing they can do for her and she is going to die and she is 89......I know she lived a good life but its hard to lose your gram specially when she is the only one you ever known in your life and pretty much spent your whole child hood with your parents and grandparents. I never got to meet my dads mom cause she died before i was born.....My gram is a wounderful woman and had a good heart, She worked in a sewing factory, a girl scout leader, and a sunday school teacher and i would go on weekends and help her. Life is very hard and specially when you lose your loved ones.....and i feel i am losing everyone that is important to me and i am NOT ready to lose my mom at ALL!!!!! I wasnt ready at the time when i lost my father and till this day i miss him very much and still cry about it. I still wish he was here so much.

I really don't have any storys because i really didn't have many friends and friends i thought i had stab me in the back and not a true friend. I just kept to myself. Kids picked on me and im glad school is over cause i would never go back to do it again to people pick on me again because i was differnet. I would like to go back in time to be a kid only to see my dad again and i miss him so much and he was my hero. He did anything for me!!!!