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Wayne Lake
Who am I?
As an individual, I used to think I was pretty much just a regular guy, but I was born
white, into a two-parent, two gender household which now, whether I like it or not,
apparently makes me "Privileged", a racist and somehow responsible for slavery although
none of my family arrived here until after the Civil War ended.
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I am fiscal and moral (well sort of), which by today's standards, makes me a fascist
because I plan, budget and support myself.
Since I am white and a flag waving (US and TX) nationalist so I guess I fall into the
designated group called ‘White Nationalist’ which I understand to be politically unacceptable.
After avoiding the draft a few years and breaking the law way too many few times,
I joined the Navy and when I got out went to school on the GI Bill. I have worked
continuously from the time I was about 10 years old (paper route) until I was nearly 74
(just invoiced client for the last time, I hope). But I now find out that I am not where I am
because I earned it, but because I was "advantaged”.
I am heterosexual, which according to LBGT folks, now makes me homophobic.
I am not a Muslim, which now labels me as an infidel.
I am older than 60, making me a useless person who doesn't understand Facebook, Instagram or Twitter.
I have not played video games since Pac-Man, have never seen Game of Thrones and
don’t recognize anybody’s picture in People magazine so that probably makes me totally
un-aware of current events and should probably exclude me from voting or serving as a juror.
I think and I reason, and I doubt much of what the "mainstream" media tells me, which makes me a
"Right-wing conspiracy nut”.
I am proud of my heritage and our inclusive culture, making me a xenophobe.
I believe in hard work, fair play, helping others when needed and fair compensation according to each
individual's merits, which today makes me an anti-socialist.
I believe our system guarantees freedom of effort - not freedom of outcome or subsidies which must
make me a borderline sociopath.
I believe in the defense and protection of the US for and by all citizens, now making me a militant.
I am proud of our flag, what it stands for and the many who died to let it fly, so I proudly stand
during our National Anthem and therefore, I must be a racist.
Please help me come to terms with the new me because I'm just not sure who I am anymore.
If all this nonsense wasn't enough to deal with, now I don't even know which restroom to use… and
I have to go more FREQUENTLY than ever.
Lost and confused, 'suffering in place' up in the North country,
Wayne
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