I can speak for myself when I say that each day I have to go out and face the world with new things popping up I cry for  Alpha. The place to unwind, dine(even if its tiggaz n bag juice), we still had fun doing it. If its work, its having fun while complaining about it, if its failing its having fun while failing. There was never a dark cloud that we couldn't overcome as a family. You guys were my sisters, you were my strength, my shoulder. The little hi you said to me as you passed sometimes made me realise that someones knows me and would recognise if I was gone.The nicknames the teasing I wouldn't have given them up for the world.I did my part now am asking you to write why its hard to say goodbye to ALPHA.