John Ross Pope
The Pandemic Diary, Chapter 17, August 2021
August 5
On the inside of my closet door, years ago past carpenters had dimensioned a rack upon which the supposed master of the house would orderly hang by design or color or fabric his ties. It has now become -- since the very few tie which still exist for weddings or funerals have been neatly rolled up as to not to crease, housed with the unused calf-high “dress” socks, and carefully lodged together in two abandoned tailor made double breasted light English wool suites out of the way -- the place where I hang my monthly-weekly-daily calendar.
It is used to mark down important “do not forget” events for the month like doctor appointments, birthday parties, prescription renewal dates…or to keep track of events which must be maintained on schedule like watering the bonsais. On the top of this August 2021 page I have written the number 17 – 17 months since the beginning of the Covid 19 confinement.
17 months of the new reality and we have adapted well. The “we” is us here in our own bubble, following the rules, being careful, learning well how to live within it. I sometime feel that we have already been incarnated onto a different cosmic plain and have immense difficulty in understanding the whys and wherefores of what continues to erode mankind.
I am pathetically distraught by collective continued social and cultural death and destruction: Afghanistan, blatant child starvation in Africa, the plight of the immigrant, political upheaval, the laisse-faire attitude of the general population regarding the virus, the blind eye to climate change as the planet is ravished by fire and flood, and drought.
There has been an ex-senior official of the US government who publicly described Haiti, El Salvador, and the African nations as “shithole countries”, who ignores the fact and the plight of the “tired, the poor, the huddle masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse, homeless…
A Florida government official who has blamed the current US President for the explosion of the virus in this sunshine state, not because the sunshine population refuses to adhere to the rules and regulations of the pandemic, but because of the “contaminated” immigrants which the nation’s government has allowed to enter into the country.
I am now also beginning to add a new and unpleasing qualification to my being -- the adjective “embarrassed”. This sense of shame extends, in a general perception, to all “non-concerned” global inhabitants and, when more specifically, to mankind’s collective ignorant, for too many of which who are (and need not be named) in positions of absolute power in the world.
I am not sure if being embarrassed is the same as having something “burn my butt” but when I see on the BBC World News Report that the buba governor of the state of Missouri is going to pardon the McCloskey’s for pulling their guns on peaceful protesters I cringed that stupidity is bliss. My dislike was such that I was motivated for the first time ever to write a letter to the St. Louis newspaper:
Letter submitted to the St. Louis Post Dispatch newspaper on August 4, 2021
In 1899, Willard Duncan Vandiver, a U.S. Congressman from Missouri, made a speech in which he is quote to have said that he said: “I come from a state that raises corn and cotton and cockleburs and Democrats, and frothy eloquence neither convince nor satisfies me. I am from Missouri. You have to show me.”
Now, the Show-Me State once again shows the world in global breaking news how stupid is as stupid does.
The State’s republican Governor has pardoned the Saint Louis couple of worldwide notoriety who pointed guns at Black Lives Matter protesters, who were convicted of misdemeanor fourth-degree assault and harassment, given a symbolic fine, and set scot-free – when the vast general public wanted to see the couple penalized at least with Community Service, maybe cleaning bathrooms in local public grade schools.
The sentenced couple, lawyers and Republicans, have been harshly criticized by the Democrats and praised by the Republicans.
Now the perpetrator Mark McCloskey has supposedly announced plans to run for a US Senate seat in the State.
Once again the Show-Me State is showing the world that besides Ferguson, the pandemic, and social unrest the “stupid is as stupid does”.
Sometimes you can also define “embarrassed” on a more human level, like that silent yet powerful little fart which just sneaks out while in church. That is the kind of embarrassment which I have felt watching for the first time the CBS 1966 production “16 in Webster Groves”: archive.org/details/sixteeninwebstergroves.
“OMG”, I said to myself. “Had it really been like that?” I could not fathom that this was my HS and basically my class, friends, neighbors… MY LIFE???? had been so (how would you politely put it?) screwed up, controlled, pretentious? I mean, I do remember the dance lessons, Fortnightly, inbred predigest, the pseudo nouveau riche, the destruction of the mother of a friend when her son got someone “not of our class dearie” with child.
I loved seeing one of the fathers sitting there in a suit and short socks. The dinner table conversations. The jocks and social queens and shop boys.
Thank God I escaped and really do cringe with the thought that this could have been my life if I had stayed and that I could have brought up my children like that. OMG!
I wonder if thing have changed much since then? Hopefully yes! Someone ought to revisit WG and reinterview the students from 1966 to see if all their “dreams” came to fruition.
“16 in Webster Groves” will be shared as a historical social statement. Go Statesmen!
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