Well to be honest all I remember is everyone always calling me cow. Yelling cow down the hall ways or across the courtyard. That has stuck in my head for years. In fact after I graduated I kept losing weight. At one point in time I worked out twice a day and didnt eat but 1000 calories a day. I had gotten so skinny that my friends said that I was too thin...I had friends in school but back then everyone was always so two faced to me. I remember sitting at lunch so many time by myself because no one had room for me at the table. I remember not eating lunch and just hanging in the courtyard by myself and crying. I know these are not the best things to be writing on this but this is how I truly felt.