Steven Rast
Friends. I am finally able to write about my loving and beautiful wife, Martha, who I lost in this world on Tuesday evening, August 22. Thank all of you who provided support during this most difficult 53 days to Martha and my family, especially her class of 1967 and my class of 1966 at Rock Hill High School, our many church friends, neighbors, and all those who loved Miss Martha and treated her so well at Publix on Heckle Blvd. in Rock Hill.
I would say that this has been one of the most interesting experiences I have ever had. Some of you know that I tend to intellectualize most things; however, the existential reality of this situation has hit me deep in my heart.
I am at peace because I know my Martha is at peace. For me, all reality is one; thus, the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly are all subsumed under that deep reality that some call God or the Godhead. We are all in this unity of truth; yet, most of us never experience it. Martha and I became one flesh in this life, it now seems that my very being has been torn a part. However, since Martha’s peaceful transition, I have felt her presence, her guidance. This has brought a deep peace to me. Love is eternal, and nothing can separate us from those we love. I know I will experience Martha is a much fuller manner when it comes my time to transition from this world.
Words fail us at times like these. I harken back to Julian of Norwich, the English anchorite, who writes, “all will be well, all will be well in God.”
We will have a memorial mass, a celebration of Martha’s life, at a later time, most likely on a Saturday morning close to her birthday, which is September 18th.
Continue to pray for our family. Some are not yet experiencing the peace that I am.
I have posted a beautiful picture of My Martha with our son, John, and his wife, Yoshiko
Peace to all
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