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Lavanna M. Hawkins (Morgan)
MARY ANN- I DIDN'T RAISE MY BOYS HERE, WE LIVED IN SUNNY ARIZONA. MY OLDEST SON IS BI-POLAR WHICH I DIDN'T FIND OUT UNTIL HE WAS GROWN, HE WAS VERY VIOLENT TO HIS BROTHERS AND TO ME. HE SLAMMED ME AGAINST THE WALL, THEN THAT WAS IT, I MOVED HIM OUT TO LIVE WITH HIS GRANDPA. I TOOK HIM TO SEVERAL COUNSELORS, BUT THEY ALL SAID THE SAME THING, IF HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE HELPED THEY CAN'T HELP HIM. THIS WAS WHEN HE WAS A TEEN. WE HAD MANY WARS IN OUR HOUSEHOULD THROUGH THE YEARS, BUT NOW AS A MAN HE IS SEEING A DR. REGULARLY AND IS ON MEDS AND HE IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON. HE WAS ONE REASON I LEFT ARIZONA, I JUST COULDN'T STAND TO BE AROUND HIM ANY LONGER. I KNOW THAT IS A TERRIBLE THING TO SAY ABOUT YOUR OWN SON, BUT HE MADE OUR LIVES A TRUE HELL. MY MIDDLE SON IS STILL TO THIS DAY SCARED TO DEATH OF HIS BROTHER, AND WILL NOT GO AROUND HIM. HE LIVES IN OHIO. BUT THE GOOD LORD WAS ALWAYS WITH ME AND GAVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GO ON. HE SAW ME THROUGH THAT, AND MANY OTHER THINGS, AND I KNOW HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME.
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